refreshment

been quite a time since my last update here. I'd say, hectic and busy shall be the best excuses. Staying back late at school and study. That's what December serves us in Czech, well at least, to me. 

My parents are coming for a short vacation with cousins,and off to Germany! 

Till then, bye! ;) 

Gratitude

I left the examination room with a very blurry face, unexpressed. It was like, is this for real? Yes, alhamdulillah finally Allah has gave me another chance to continue my 2nd year studies here. Still remember the day I came back from my summer holiday carrying such burdens of unfinished examinations, someone told me, "kalau 2 subjek ok lagi, tapi kalau 3 tu berat la sikit." Went through all this semester with only the hope of my parents. I don't want them to be sad of me, worried. But alhamdulillah, gratitude to HIM of which I couldn't describe, for giving me strength and eased me all the way. Tiba2 terdetik rasa malu dengan Allah for granting me those blessings, of which tak padan dengan efforts aku sendiri. ini serious. But whatever it is, should be very grateful now.

Thanks to ALL my friends, seniors and everbody for giving me such valuable supports. Seriously tak pernah rasa support sebegini hebat, giving me strength and confidence. Thank you thank you!! 

Well it didn't stop here, let's continue another year, with whole new spirit! ;) at least, my parents are extremely happy right now, i suppose. 

my inspirations

iGames Praha 2011

Now in malay pulak. Dah seminggu lebih berlalu baru nak tulis kan. Tak kisah la syok sendiri ke apa sebab I'm writing this not for publicity, whoever stumble upon this blog, so baca je la. Macam biasa a little bit introduction about iGames = Inter-varsity games for Malaysians in Czech Republic. Setiap tahun ada and this year, merupakan tahun ke-dua aku join, of which hosted in Prague.Seriously, iGames ni memang aku sangat2 anticipate since last year lagi, and perhaps for the years onwards. Ditambah2 lagi keseronokan bila dah pass exam, immediately that evening pegi Prague. Haha. I'd say, this will be the biggest exciting event every year because why? sebab it brings ALL people of each locality together, cheering and support each other. Haa dalam kata lain, menguatkan ukhwah masing2 gitu. Tapi memang masa lawan tu rival habis la dengan other team, biasala dah nama pun lawan kan. Gaduh gaduh pun biasa jugak. Sebenarnya, bila masing2 dah balik rumah, keluar sport hall, everything got normal. Takda lagi dah nak marah2 sana sini.
Kalau last year, family Olomouc ni naik bas double-decker pegi HK, now kita pegi still dengan bas jugak, but separately lah sebab pertambahan ahli keluarga. Hehe. Tahun aku tekad nak jadi active, main banyak games. Memang banyak la, Bowling, Basketball, Volleyball and Bola beracun. Mesti bosan kan tengok muka aku. Haha tak kisah la labu. Janji wa seronok. Placed 2nd in both Bowling and Bola beracun. Ok la tu. Tapi yang paling sedih koyak gila gila is kalah basketball. like kalah teruk gila okay. I was too disappointed sebab last year we got 2nd and of course la this year target Gold. Takpa lah maybe tak cukup practice. Sorry la anak2 buah ku. I was too busy studying for exams that we went for practice twice a week. Memang la tak cukup kan.
Ok enough jabbering *malas nak fikir* Let pictures do the talking.

Ini lepas koyak kalah basketball. S'okay s'okay

See, saya main volleyball juga

Siapa nak lawan cheer macam kitorang ha? The best cheerleaders will only cheer from the best place ! 

santai2

Wa cakap lu,aa Olomouc menang lagi! Brapa kali? 3 kaliiii for real! 

itu pentingnya semangat kerjasama ok. 

Alhamdulillah Olomouc masih lagi berjaya membawa pulang piala pusingan tersebut, walaupun persaingan sangat-sangat sengit. Champion bertahan gitu sebab dah 3 kali berturut-turut menang. Maka layaklah kalau nak sebut, Sekolah Sukan dan Sorak Olomouc. Haha have fun bye alls!

Wonderful November

I never thought this November would be such an inspiring month for me and yes, rained me with lots of good things. I thank Allah for that, Alhamdulillah. I barely realized it's presence in the very beginning, as it gone day by day, all I wished was that it didn't appear, at all. It was my extended Anatomy exam that cost me all the trouble. No the trouble caused by my self-ignorance. Isn't it a bliss? huh. and I will always 11.11.11, not because of anything personal, but truly the happiness of which I believe ignite all the sunken hope, of me and my parents or maybe all my friends who care. Memorable enough, I finally kick my ass off Anatomy after thousands years of  tears. I still remember the night before my exam, I was totally freak out, like seriously freaked out. Told my friend "Aku rasa macam tak lama je aku kat Olomouc ni" . Oh and I cried to everybody too. Well negative enough which pulled my confidence to nil. And when the day came, I still cry to my mum as she morning called me. I kept praying, and I believe my parents did too, too much than I could ever imagine. Up until the very last moment I held the book, I didn't give up. But 1 thing I learnt from this situation, despite of how much you put in your effort, how much you pray to Allah, you wouldn't simply get what you really want. I was given such a hard time on that. He didn't give me the easy way to pass. I didn't get easy questions, pretty tough I guess, for me. I almost failed myself once again. And that's when suddenly the light showed up, Allah hold the heart of my examiners. I was given an extra question, unexpectedly asked 2 days before by my senior. MashaAllah He has actually showed me the way before anything, and it's just a matter of belief. Couldn't be more grateful than that. 

I was indeed so happy to see my friends were anxiously waiting in the lobby, and yes tears dropped in front of everybody. Those huge supports, I will never ever forget. Never. But the one who blown my heart away were my mum and dad. I called them, in Mecca, telling the beautiful story, and they cried. That was the most amazing moment in my life when your dad said "Kakak, I'm so happy, tears dropped." same goes to my mum. I can't believe how much of that meant to them. Thank you for your dua's. 

I know this writing means nothing, it's just a piece of my heart. *I'm crying while writing this* Thousands of thanks to everybody, be it my friends, sister, anybody! Remember friends there's no such way as giving up, I learnt the hardest way, but not hard enough. Faith hold the key to solutions and yes ultimately, keep praying, dua's to His Almighty. This might sounds typical, and easy to word out, but truly deep down I really really pray for our success, together, here. InsyaAllah. ;) 

Fix You

I'm in love with this. All Coldplay's sounds good to me. and the lyrics, make me think somehow. ;)

Viva Olomouc

Yesterday had been way too good for me and for sure to other Olomoucian too. Now I understand why the need of families are so important, in everything. Once I reached Satalice yesterday I've seen no one than just the football players. But here we are, a bus with full house capacity touching the ground with unexpected rich spirit. To win, our very first gold for this years iGames. It might look a little bit weird to some people that we brought up the best-est cheerleaders of ours, might look kind of improper. But think of the good side of it. I see it as a different prospective of which somehow I agreed to the notion that sports bring people together. Not together like together, but "ukhuwah". After all, I don't think it was a bad idea because misjudging always happen. Supporting each other, till the very end of it, until we grip the assurance of satisfaction. It wasn't that bad actually.  I myself, caught up in a misfortune incident, got hit by a flying ball of which I believe flying at about 150km/h *mind the exaggeration* landed right on my face. That was a triple LOL. I wasn't expecting something like that but in the end it was just nothing. No serious injury so it means nothing to bother much as long as I am happy for the victory. It's just like you sitting on the very edge of field and a stoned bull hit you on your ass. Haha. Oh well I can;t find any relations to it.
I believe even if we didn't win last time, it surely be no problem to us, well at least to me. Because the bright side of has really show up. Winning is just the extra sweetness to ukhuwah. Alhamdulillah. And I hope with the growing population here didn't violate of what we're having now. Cheers all! "LONG LIVE OLOMOUC"
*well there some snaps here and there.*

smells like teen spirit!

Winning champion of 4 consecutive years. Hard to believe, well we do! ;) 

 

I'm going to miss you

Dear mama and abah. I hope the call to be HIS guests this time is for the best. May Allah provide both of you with ease and HE'll take care of you for me InsyaAllah. I was a little bit off the line thinking I'm not be able to at least say farewell at the airport, but surely I believe everything will be alright. Just want you to know that everytime I think about you, tears shedding from my eyes. Semoga mendapat haji mabrur. InsyaAllah. :'(

Road to iGames '11

igames datang lagi and this time I'm going to make full use of it. It seems like I'm putting my fingers in everything I could play. Haha tamak gila kan. But I really want to play.  Okay the sure thing is that I'm in charge for basketball games and hopefully I'm able to find the best player for Olomouc! Excited much? Sure do. Last year we only managed runner-up but I promise now it won't be the same. We're gonna go up further, to WIN! yeayyy!

ouch!

Finally all the puzzling thoughts end. I just checked on the uni portal site to find out that in the next two weeks I'm going to have 2 biggest exams, to complete my overextended first year. Now I really feels like screaming the hell out like seriously!

Biology on 4th November

Anatomy on 11th November

That's one tough decision I mean because for Bilogy I didn't even touch anything, solely relying on my previous knowledge. Rusted I think, by the whole "summer thing". But I don't want to hold those two any longer, as if I'm going to finish'em as soon as I can. I'm too scared for what's coming in this second year. Too much to do. Allah give me strength to go through this smoothly. I long for everybody's doa's. 

Olomouc Video Mapping

Cantik tak? haha memang kurang la kan sebab I still don't figure out the night shot technique. Tak tau tak tauu! 

I L.O.V.E Y.O.U

"It's never enough to say I Love You" well quoted from Theory of A Deadman song, Not Meant To Be .
There's no such thing of me being in love, it's just that today, I learned a new version of I Love You, the good way of course.

I   : Islam

L  : Light

O : Obey

V : Victory

E : Enlightened 

YOU. ;) The words are like the sequence of how our life should be.First you have Islam in you, then you'll see the light that show you the way of living it. Obey all His orders, faith and sincere. And you'll gain victory of your good deeds, then nothing else in the world can enlighten you more than what you're having now. Life is all about following the sequence then only you achieve what you've been dreaming of. Happiness.

See, she's happy in the end. Like us too. so no matter how hard life hit on you be in your heart the fullest faith. InsyaAllah. ;)

WInter is coming..

Hey hey, winter is about to come very very soon and this means...I'm so close to the next vacation trip. Not sure whether my parents will be here or not but they're planning to come in December. Hopefully they will because I already miss them. Well currently in my mind, I'm up with something far and better sight. Here's what's on my mind. ;)

1. Belgium

Brussels

2. Italy 

Colloseum

JULIET's house! ooohh ini serious nak pergi!

3. The Netherlands

Amsterdam 

Okay, I think that's all enough to show how much I want to travel right now. But but..need to finish Anatomy first. InsyaAllah. ;)

Be strong..my friends.

Life may seems unfair for us, but it's not about life. It's what Allah has already planned for ahead of our knowledge. Deep in my heart I'm really really sorry for whatever that happened recently. I may not express them by words, share the sadness with gesture but in my heart, my prayers are always be with you. Because I know, I went through the same exact thing, have the same feelings. I cried too much of it before until somewhat now I feel there's nothing left for me to cry. It may be easy for us to speak, to say nice things, to ease but the one who hold to know best. Just remember that Allah will never test us with something we didn't manage to handle, for that you're strong enough to go through it , have faith. Rezeki ada di mana-mana. Don't ever ever give up because that change nothing. The friendship we built here, will remain forever. Kita tak boleh ubah apa yang dah tertulis tapi usaha tu penting. Come rain or shine, the smallest part of us , He'll knew it all. InsyaAllah He'll reward you someday with something unexpected, something bigger probably. Nobody knows. Patience is virtue. Wish all the best. ;)

suicide!

The title didn't go nice. Well it is not a good act to do. Suicide isn't a way to get rid of problems. In fact, you just give yourself a self-reward free death, useless. Okay, back to real sequence. Yesterday went to Brno with my batchmates, just to hang out that we never actually have the real together gether hang out. So semalam pergi la jalan2, shopping at Galerie Vankovka and the proceed to Ikea. Enough to say that I spent on just what I need. But the tragedy happened on our way back. Suddenly the train stopped at a station, it's Vyskov kalau tak silap. Lama jugak of which we supposed to reach Olomouc by 6.40 pm. After a very long delay at Vyskov tiba2 ramai orang keluar train, kita mesti la tak faham because they announced in czech about the changes. Then someone told us that there's an accident, suicide di mana ada orang suddenly terjun from the moving train dekat2 dengan our train. So semua train kena stop, mungkin sebab dah jadi crime area kot. Lama jugak stranded dekat Vyskov sampai malam jugak lah. And that place, bayangkan la like everybody in the train semua stranded, ramai gila. And the train company provided us with buses to send us to the next train station where we can continue our journey to Olomouc. Dalam kepayahan tu, language barrier la katakan, kita memang tak faham anything pun, but luckily and alhamdulillah met Razi's friend who can speak english well, and he guided us along the way. Tu lah kadang2 Allah bagi kita susah, tapi dalam setiap kesusahan tu confirm ada kemudahan. Serious have you ever imagine, dalam2 ramai2 orang tu boleh jumpa that guy who helped us. Finally, sampai jugak dekat next train station and sambung pergi Olomouc. Very tiring sebab banyak gila barang2 shopping + berat jugak.
COnclusion nya, jangan bunuh diri - rugi diri sendiri, menyusahkan orang lain. Okay that's all. ;)